Well dang, the next weekday is my graduation. It still hasn't hit me, I'm not sad yet, I'm still having fun.  Our last day of school was last Wednesday. I'm gonna miss the underclassmen :[ But I know they're going to miss me more ;] So then that night we went to Disneyland for gradnite. Bus buddy was Monica, that little hottie :] Got some sleep on the way there. Monica got into the weirdest most contorted sleeping positions I have EVER seen. haha She's super flexible. Then when we got there the trams weren't working so we had to walk A LONG WAY. haha. When we got in we headed to Indiana Jones and to our disappointment, it was shut down because of...difficulties I guess. And so..we went to Pirates. haha. Shadalene beat me in our little screaming competition because she took less breaths. Then after that we waited in line for Space Mountain. Freaking almost two hours man but heeeeeeey Chen Po and Eduardo ;] right, Rafi? After that it was pretty much all a blur. haha. I saw Erica while waiting outside a hat store for Shadalene. I was taking a drink from my bottle and she came running at me and made me choke. haha. I MISS THAT GIRL. Talked with her for a little. Then I don't remember then we went to the Buzz Lightyear thang..or we did that earlier? or something. But, I SUCK like no other at that game. My score is embarrassing. haha. Then Allen came to take us to the clubs but we made a little stop at that bracelet making place. Pretty funny stuff man. Then we went to the clubs, got traumatized and left to go last minute shopping. The ride home, I was SUPER tired but I couldn't find a comfortable position. Took a LONG shower when I got home, cleaned my room then knocked out. haha
Theeeeen today was dinner cruise..or just cruise. haha. Sat at the table with Allen, Monica, Gabie, John Domingo, Edditha, Gabby, Sheba, Denisse and Mark. It was really pretty there. Then we went up to the top to take pictures and stuff. Then walked around the boat and eventually sat down where everyone was dancing. Christian was so funny. He kept trying to get sheba to dance but she wouldn't so he danced up on her. But she did eventually. We all did for like the last song. Then when I got home I went to the mall with Candice, Raymund, Leida and Jacky. Saw David and Lorie there. David bought Lorie's outfit. Pretty funny. haha. I knew he was gay deep inside ;] haha. Graduates Luncheon tomorrow, I still need to write my little message. Then debut practice on sunday. Then GRADUATION. This was a good week :]

Danng, so what has been going on the last few days?? I don't remember. Well Friday, Candice's friends came over and Kuya Andrew and Genissa came to bring Dannie over. They were going to watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall so me and Tin and Raymund tagged along. That movie was...interesting to say the least. MAN OH MAN. haha WORSE, far, far worse than Heartbreak kid. Then on the car ride home, I noticed that there were footprints all over Andrew's windshield. haha I figured they were Genissa's and she decided to give us a demonstration. She actually reached her foot across the car to Andrew's window while he was driving...in the rain. Insane girl I'm telling you. 

Then Saturday...PROM DAY. Woke up and did usual morning stuff. Then went to Macy's at Chula Vista to get my makeup done at MAC. SO, so much makeup. Then went home, fell asleep, waited for candice to come and then she did my hair. Turned out pretty nice. Then got dressed, went to Rafi's took some pictures and then went to Hanaokas. Yummy, yummy sushi. And everyone looked really really pretty. And everyone wanted to touch my extensions. haha. It started off with Tony, then after that everyone was touching my hair. haha..or "hair".OH. and Elaine, Ica and Jackie were there. Elaine went up to me and said (in a very serious tone) "Congratulations....on being valedictorian" HAHA. Then I said..in a very sweet voice "Thanks! but I'm not Sheba" HAHA. Apparently she didn't have her glasses on. haha Then went to Coronado something something to take pictures then headed off the prom. Got there, stayed in the lobby for a while then checked in. Took a picture with Allen, Monica, Tony, Rafi, Jopi. Then with Sheba and Gabie. THEN..took off my dang shoes. haha. Fun, fun night. haha. Sheba danced with Gerald Morgan. FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY. haha. And there were people doing crazy, nasty thangs on the dance floor. Insane. haha. Then after I had to go home. SUCKED. But whatever, can't rain on my parade. Not when I've been singing sunny songs the past week.

Then this morning, I had to get up at 6 to go to church. That rained on my parade. Not when I got home at 1. WHATEVERRRRR. Then I went back to sleep and my moms friends came over and their talking woke me up at 12:30. Then went down to eat. My moms friend gave me a card and when I opened it, it had 100 dollars in it. I CAN BUY MY BOOTIES NOW! I am so, so happy. haha. Then went to Francis Florendo's concert. That 12 year old boy is insanely talented. He is sure to be a heartbreaker in the future. haha. And so.. I'm tired. IS is coming over tomorrow to film for G and Meyer. Fun and Sad all at the same time. Graduation. HERE WE COME!

  I hear it now, I just can't stay inside all day, I wanna...da da da da da da da da. Everybody's smilin' sunshine daaaay ;]

haha, so despite the weather being RIDICULOUSLY hot, I had a pretty good day. I was woken up this morning by Chelsea who wanted us to go dress shopping with her. So, we (me, Candice, and Tin) went with her. We stayed at her house a little before we left and then we went to San Ysidro to look at the dresses at Princesa. Some nice dresses in there. Chelsea found "the one" on her first try. And we tried on a lot before we found the one for the court. After that, we went home, I took a little nap before we went to church and then after church Ate Dang picked us up and we went to Coffee Bean. When we got there Ate Jess, Naynay, and Ate Chelsea were all already there. We decided that we wanted Golden Spoon though, so we made Raymund and Naynay stand in line. Then we went over there and OH. MY. GOODNESS. HAHA. One of the workers was really cute :] haha. And he was the one that was free when we were up in line and sooooo Ate Jess ordered first. Then one of the other workers was like.."Next!" and I was like "ohhh were all in a group!" haha. Oh my. haha. All four of us girls were going gaga. Haha. That's how yummy he was :] I am about to go apply for a job there. haha.

And I forgot to mention something funny I saw yesterday. When me and Kuya Jerich were on our way home from Hillcrest yesterday, There were a group of guys with signs that said "IMPEACH!" and "Honk if you want to jail Bush and Cheney!" I thought it was funny. And I thought it was even funnier that the area was so noisy with honks.

So tomorrow is the Marie Digby concert. I'm going to miss it because of debut practice :[[[[[[ There goes my sun!

First off, Happy birthday Chelsea! I know this is not how you pictured it at all, but more about that later. Anywayyyyyy. So yesterday went to school like normal. haha pretty boring. But Stats was super funny because SHADES. haha she took my cap and gown picture and was looking at it while I was trying to grab it from her. Then in all of the chaos her book fell into her lap and she turned toward me and said "ooooh" NYAHAHA. She totally thought it was my hand there in her lap. The little nasty. HAHA. Then after school I bought my prom ticket which took insanely long then waited at Ate Dangs for school to be over. Sammy/Yu Shu was asleep for once and so I didn't get to play with him. Then after school I picked up Candice, Matt and Jenny and took them to Tita's. I know how to get there now. haha. And so, when we got into the parking lot I went all the way to the end of the thing near Carol's Videos and still couldn't find a parking so I didn't know what to do and Matt suggested that I reverse park. WTF? Boy is tripping right? So he jumped out of the passenger seat, while I crawled into it because I had no slippers and then he reversed parked. All the way ACROSS the whole thing. People were staring at us like we were insane, which it was. He was going super fast. But we found a parking. After I got home, I picked up my prom dress. I really like it.

Theeeeen, Kuya Jerich picked me up and we went to Hillcrest to go to Coffee Bean then American Apparel for his uniform. Oh. My. Goodness. I wish I had a credit card! There were so many things in that store that I wanted to get! Must go back. haha. Then after, I went to Ate Chelsea's house to eat dinner for her mom's birthday and to go to debut practice. The only one that was there was Nikki and so practice was cancelled. After that, everyone was just sitting around, talking, playing, swimming, wading. Then...Chelsea was on the phone with her friend and she was trying to get off the beach chair thaaangs and her foot or SOMETHING got caught and she fell. Her cell phone hit the ground so everyone thought it was her head so everyone got scared but she said she was fine. But then as she was sitting down her dad noticed that her elbow was moving. Like..the sharp part of her elbow was no longer connected to the rest of her arm. It was pretty freaky. She could move it. So she had to go to the emergency room. It was around 11 pm. An hour before her 18th birthday. Crazy stuff. Then after she left I decided to go in the jacuzzi with Andrew, Genissa, Candice and Tin. Then I went with Kuya Jerich to drop of Malia and Nanay, then make a food run. And now I'm here, exhausted. It was miiiiiiighty hot today. Me and Chelsea were planning to sleep in her backyard tonight because it was a nice day, but I guess that's out of the picture. Oh well, always next time. What a crazy, busy day. 

And so..I went to the AP practice test this morning. I had to hurriedly call gabie and ask her to pick me up because my mother didn't tell me they were going to take my dang car. So went and took the test. Holy shitaki mushrooms! That test was all kinds of insane. Hello, 1. The bagels were good though :] Then I got home and had absolutely nothing to do. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Bored. Bored. Bored. I wanted to go to Coffee Bean to study but no. No car. 

So yesterday was school. Forgot my phone. Went to Plaza during 6th period with Sheba to buy my mothers mothers day gift. I went on the freeway yesterday. For the first time in about a year. nyaha. Thanks Sheba for making me nearly pee in my pants. haha. Then I bought my mom a purse. Oh my. It was super cute. I'm going to have to borrow it! AND AND AND. I bought my dress. So after I went back to Ate Dang's house and played with Sammy till Candice came. Then I remembered that I completely forgot to get my grandmas gift so I went back to the mall with Candice. Bought Lola Caring a notebook and "The five people you meet in Heaven". Theeeeen when I got home I took a short nap then got ready to go to debut practice. Went to Chelsea's house then to the place. Learned some of the routine. It really helped having a partner, even though it wasn't mine. hah. Then we went back to Chelsea's and ate some soup. Then Nikki went home with me and hung out a bit. I miss that girl. Then I went to sleep. Busy busy busy. But now I'm bored.
 

What have I been up to??  WEEEELLLLL, it's AP testing week. You can imagine how that's been going. Late nights, early, early mornings and late nights and late mornings. Haha.  AP Gov, CHECK. AP Stats, CHECK. AP English, CHECK! One more to go and I am free. So yesterday, I was the most accomplished person EVER! We went to WalMart (bad, I know) and I bought my banana clip FINALLY. Oh and my instant oatmeal. I love that. Then after that, I bought my extentions. Freaking $70! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? At least it's reusable but it'll be weird washing hair that...isn't mine, or..attatched to a head for that matter. HAHA. Then after that, I went to the mall and I found my shoes for prom. AAAANND, Shades is making my earrings and she already bought the material.CAN YOU SAY DONE? I am good. I am SO good. Then when we got home, I tried on the extentions. Tried on? Put on? I don't know. haha. Well I put them on myself since it was so easy to. It looked nice. I want my hair that long for real. Then I went downstairs to show my family and they all freaked out. I guess it's understandable since my hair grew about 10 inches in a matter of about 5 minutes. HAHA

So anyway, today was AP English and that test was....okay and insane all at the same time. So after, we (IS...complete for once!) went to Balboa to have a cute little picnic of Mexican food and then just to lounge around under the shade and to take our first complete IS picture. I must say, we are pretty darn cute. It was nice having everyone there. We've always had at least one person missing. FUN, FUN, FUN.

And so after, we all decided to head over to Plaza. I went around with Shadalene. Went to June, I have to go back for some sandals. Went to Forever 21, have to go back to buy that dress, otherwise, I won't be complete as a girl. nyaahaha. But now that I am at home, I WANT JAMBA JUUUUUICE :[ Oh well, can't rain on my parade!

  And so..I have to start off from Thursday where I had a physical, 4 shots that hurt like a mofo, a TB test and got my blood drawn that hurt like an even BIGGER mofo. Can you say INTENSE pain?? And..not I'm really bruised on my arm because the one drawing my blood said my vein kept rolling and she kept fishing around for it but when she couldn't find it she got a smaller needle and stuck it in the same arm. According to future nurse Junaynay, you're supposed to switch arms if you're going to do it again. My, my goodness. My poor arms.

So ANYWAY, Friday..cousin game night number 2! Really fun, more people this time. Disney Scene it, Scattegories, BBQ and plain old fun. Gotta love it. haha "Merry Christmas Tree" I don't think so.

AND now for today...I had my first Rafi/Therese day in FOREEEEEVER. It's been so long it's ridiculous. haha. But I had a lot of fun. Rafi picked me up around 2 ish (after I spent time watching Smiling Pasta. I'm almost done and I have COMPLETELY fallen in love with Gino<333) then we headed off to WOW. haha that's always fun fun fun no matter what. Then we headed off to Mitsuwa after and stocked up on candy and pocky haha and after that we went to Coffee Bean for like 3 hours haha. We stayed there till after 7 so we could hear Rachel Kae sing. I have to say, that girl is freaking amazing. She's so cute, and humble. LOVE her songs and love her voice. You all should check her out. So anyway, while we were at Coffee Bean, me and Rafi decided to half the WOW pictures and stick em onto our cell phones. Haha. My cell phone looks so cute now, especially since our faces are all  over it. JK. Or well..partly. nyahaha. And..I love how the world loved us today. We always got parking and the light always turned green when we came near and even our mistakes turned into...conveniences. haha. The world even decided to not show me any cute guys which would usually be a bad thing except I made a deal with myself. If i don't see any cute guys, then I am not going to do my homework. The world loves me. haha it knows I need a break. Days like these make me feel like the glass is half full :] HI RAFI!


And so..anyone ready for Monday's storm? AKA...AP GOVERMENT TEST!

And so..today I didn't have to go to school until 9! Man oh man did I have a nice, long sleep last night. haha. 7 whooooooole hours. YAY ME! Then after I woke up I got ready, slowly because..whats the rush? haha. Then I picked up Sheba and Gabie after Gabie took insanely long to understand where she should park. Oh and the highlight of my day. Wanna know the highlight of my day?


Well. I walked into Sheba's house and BEHOLD. The most comfortable looking couches in the world. And so, I sat down and bounced on it and checked out the cupholders and secret compartments. haha. Then Sheba was telling me that they were recliners so I thought, "oh cool". Then her mom comes and goes "Oh, this reclines" and the next thing I knew, my feet flew in the air as I was reclined. AHHAHAHAHAHA. It was like a movie. haha. Funny funny stuff man. haha. And then after e took the practice AP, we were trying to tell Gabie about it and I laughed so hard that I turned really red and basically kept crying. haha fun times.

And so..I don't think I wrote about the first owl that I've ever seen. The thing is..it was dead. On the side of the street. With part of its head caved in. And one of it's wings severed and lying 10 feet away. sad, sad, sad. I wonder how animals like...die in the middle of the street. Unless a car backs up and then like moves around it after it hits it. I don't like seeing dead animals in the middle of the street.

Additionally, so on and so forth, moreover, furthermore and such and such. Camille added me on facebook today and now we're chatting. I have got to say, I really miss that girl. haha. ANNNNND. Today, when I drove Gabie and Sheba, I have to say...Sheba is the most disruptive person you can have in the passenger seat. My goodness..that girl is going to make me hit a tree one day. And so..I think I'm done.


Cap and gown pictures tomorrow. Not looking forward to it in the sense that I have no idea whatsoever how many people have worn the cap and gown before me. Can you say nasty? But I am excited in the sense that it is ONE STEP CLOSER to graduation. Or should I say...A STEP FORWARD. hah Hi Sheba :] 

And so..I went to LB open house yesterday. My oh my am I excited. My dad started off nicely. There was this guy that was like talking to these girls behind me and as you can imagine, he was yummy :] haha he turned out to be the emcee. He is also an advisor for SOAR, hopefully hes mind. haha And as I looked aroung at the incoming class, there were a lot of cute engineers to be. haha I think I'm going to like it there. Except I am still mad about housing. Whatever. 

So I went to the advising session for the college of the arts. Looks like fun. There are so many options, I want to do them all. I'll just take things as they come. WHEE. 


and why why why is it insanely hot? OK...I still have 250 pages to read before tomorrow to be tested on. Who said that nothing is impossible? I beg to differ.

you're in LOOOOOVE ;]

I have been continuously murdered by homework for the past few hours and so I decided to take time off to...tell you all about my new husband :] nyahaha. I think I found a keeper. I even put him before Zac Efron on my husband list. My, my goodness. That boy can make you fall in loooooove. haha. Nicolas Zhang <333 Rafi recommended Smiling Pasta and I thought...uhhh ok? And now...I am INSANE. It is so cute, I swear, it kills me. HAHA. They are such good actors, I feel the loooove. And I think its cute how he does his little smirk while looking to the side. And how hes not the regular kind of cute but the...unregular kind of cute? And how he acts with Cyndi Wang (sp?) oh. my. goodness. RAFI, YOUVE CREATED A MONSTER. I even look insane now because I don't want to go to sleep because I want to know what happens/stare at his face. Haha. You guys all wouldn't know it because I own this magic thingy thang called...makeup. Miracle worker, I'm telling you. Otherwise, I will look like I was punched. Soooo...TAIWAN anybody? I think it's about time we all meet our husbands :]

Oh, I was watching My Wife and Kids the other day, and the little girl was trying to be smart because she thought her boyfriend liked her friend because she was smart and the little boy says "Emerson and I connect on an intellectual level, you and I connect on a heart level, and that's the best kind :D" Awww, cute.

And so..to ruin my mood...I can hear my homework haunting me. Better get back to it. Hi Rafi :] 

Oh my goodness. Just finished SPE and man oh man does that feel good. After AP testing then I'm FREE. It's almost summer and I am insanely excited. I was so nervous today, but I got through my presentation with a 23/25. Whee. I came a long way from the three minutes last week. haha. And before I went to go Ms. Siegels class, Jonar hugged me and said "good luck sister" haha I thought that was cute :] Then after, I went to Coffee Bean with Sheba and Gabie. Whee. Shebas such a weirdo, almost made me spit out my drink several times. And..when I was about to leave..I said bye to Kuya Jerich and since he was on the other side of the counter I couldn't give him a hug so we sort of patted our arms together and this random guy was like "Oh, thats cute" haha..ok?

Life is good. Real good. I like it this way. It's times like these that make me smile REAAAAAAL big.  

AND SO... I nearly JUST broke my toe fromm trying to scare Tin Tin. Just thought I'd share my insanity with the world.

 I am a bum. I just checked my housing status at Long Beach. "You are currently number 661 on the paid waiting list." K thanks, because I want to be 661. Oh my goodness. I need a home. How was I supposed to know what was going on? I had nooooo idea about this whole housing situation. OPEN BROOKS COLLEGE DORMS ALREADY. I don't care if it used to be an asylum. I probably belong in one anyway. 

But on the bright side. My mother said she'd buy me a CSULB sweatshirt when we go there on Saturday. My first college sweatshirt since I said that I wasn't gonna buy one unless I was going there. REPRESENT.

Anddd....my presentation went from 3 minutes to 9 and 40 seconds. YAY me. Sometimes.

HAHA. And so..today sure was interesting. Bored the whole day, until....6th period in the J Man's room. First off, I walk in there with Gabie and Rafi and Mr. Meyer is making weird sounds into the telephone. HA! Oh and earlier that day he was trying to talk in Spanish and as little as I know, what he was saying I'm sure he didn't mean to say at all. haha, so I responded with OH MY GOSH! DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING? haha then he corrected himself. Then when he was writing down the schedule for tomorrow he wrote a regular "tcb" on ours while he decorated Journalism, and so..I took it upon myself to decorate ours. Dang, I can't remember anymore. But boy is that man funny. Haha. Oh haha...him wanting an AP shirt because it's yellow and it would match with his Chargers hat. haha. Oh well, I'm tired of typing and I should be doing HWWWWWW. Haha. Bet Rafi's will be more detailed and well written. nyahaha


YAY for my 3 minute senior portfolio exhibition. 

So like..my sister was telling me about how they just got a transfer student who is really cute and everyone keeps talking about. And so, I got to thinking...WHERES MINE??? I have been wishing for one oh....only four years. She never even thought about it yet she...got one. Haha. Maybe that's my problem. Wishing too hard. But how was I supposed to know the world is against me?

My goodness. Take turns people!! right rafi? 

Oh, the weight has finally been lifted off my shoulders. It's official. I'm going to CSULB :] I'm pretty excited. I visited last friday and I have to say, I like the dorms better than the suites. haha. I hope I get housing, otherwise, I dont know what I'll do since I won't have my car and I don't know the area. Wheeee. There goes one of my "hundred indecisions." 

And so..I'm legaaaaal :] Had my license for a year now, too bad I still haven't been on the freeway. haha I SUCK.

Ok. The two most bizzare things just happened to me. I went downstairs to get a drink and then ran back upstairs. I pushed the door to my room and it didn't open when it usually opens with a push of my finger. How bizzare is it that my trifold fell and blocked the door. I looked insane trying to get into my room. And then as I was sitting drinking water, I somehow...missed my mouth and so I spilled ice cold water all over me. The weird thing was, it went all the way to my back and into my pants...through the back. What in the weirdness???  

That I would be in the science fair. haha. But anyway, I was. We went to register and set up our project yesterday. Then we went to tap ex and WOWed. What fun, and what...insanity it takes to complete one of those things. I have never been more...confused in my life. Everything was in Japanese and sometimes I couldn't find things that I was JUST looking at, but we got through it and came out with cute pictures :]

Today was the actual science fair. Pretty interesting. Gustavo is really funny. haha He and Gerald ate lunch with us girls. And there were some really interesting projects..like DANNNNG how the heck? Tomorrow is...second period. Kind of scared for that since were taking the same test we already took but since I wasn't at school today I didn't get to see the answers I got wrong and what the right answers were and so...I am going to be like the only one with an F. Pretty embarrassing if you ask me.

And so..I am still very very much confused. CSULB? UCSC? appeal to USC? Somebody give me answers! I didn't know that making a decision would be THIS difficult.
 

So like, got my last college letter today. There goes my USC dreams. Haha, oh well, no worries, I wasn't expecting anything anyway. I was so set on Santa Cruz like..yesterday and then I was talking to Shadalene today and I'm back to square one, also known as INSANELY confused. I'm seriously considering Long Beach. As I should. Haha. So many choices my goooosh. Fashion Merchandising? Graphic Design? Cinematography? Ohhhhh "a hundred indecisions". But I have good news! My mother came back from a prayer and her friend's daughter or something is in China on a business trip for graphic design and  her mother was telling my mom that she should network me and get me together with her daughter. Whee. At least I have some kind of place to start for my future, even though I'm completely unsure of what I'm doing at the moment. My grandma was saying earlier that this is where my life starts. My goodness, scary and exciting all the same time. I wish I had a time machine to see how I turn out.

 Yesterday was fun. And cold. And insane. And it looked like it was about to snow which excited me but it never actually happened but it was white all around. So went to church around 5 and it lasted longer than usual. Gabie picked me up and I had to jump into her car because the streets were flooded. At the same time, I was getting pelted with ginormously huge hail. Then when we got to Shebas, we waited a little while and left. Denisse drove :] haha. When we got there we were seated and ate and had lots of fun. Sheba did her little birthday salsa and some of them did the hokey pokey. Eddithas so cute. She was also trying to play footsie with me the whole time. That girl. Haha. Then after, we took pictures outside in the cold cold cold air. Then they dropped me off at my uncles house where most of my family was at. Watched movies and ate of course and eventually knocked out at like 3 in the morning. And I heard there was lightning at like 5 in the morning? And now its sunny. The weather these days. So...thats it. Spring Break started out fun. Hope it keeps going that way. And guess who got into Santa Cruz. :] Two more LONG SHOTS to go.